FEAR MY DICK ANTS!

inside joke.... only a couple will get it, and they probably don't read these anyway.

i don't like mondays.... I'm always happy and awake, but everyone else is a zombie, and boring.

i guess it's because i always have coffee, and/or an energy drink, and i listen to techno whenever possible, because it always makes me happy... especially if the vocals are in a language i don't understand! i have no idea what this dude is saying. either way it always puts me in a good mood. everyone else should try it. it's great.

i have to work tonight.... i should probably check my schedule so i know when else i work this week.

i'm ready for school to be over in some.... 17(?) days. but after the first week or so of summer, I'll be bored out of my mind, i always am.

I'm supposed to be working on some project in Web Design, right now, but i really don't feel like it. flash is boring. I'm not going to ever use this again. so...... i'll just slack untill the teacher tells me i need to work on it. she never says anything about my slacking, because she likes me, though.

wtf is going on.

anyway, just chillin'

this is very odd

...floating along as a melody comes, and my heart beats like tympany drums, keeping the time while a symphony strums.

I haven't put anything up in a while, and that makes me sad, i really want to get a really nice and fancy digital camera, but unfortunately, they're expensive, and I'm a poor teenager. damn.....

all I have now is my little point 'n shoot camera, it's a good one! don't get me wrong, but i would LOVE to have a really nice digital camera, I feel like snapping some shots after school, but before I do that, i need to go turn in my application at Hideaway Pizza, my sister's fiance works there, and i need a job, because It's nice to have money when i need it.

I really would like to start riding my bike, instead of taking my car everywhere, but it's just not very safe, because Tulsa doesn't really have wide enough roads to have bikes and cars, and people here drive SUVS and trucks, because they're dicks, and would rather drive a big world-killing vehicle than something better.

anyway...

"sit up in church, with fake faith, and false hope. get up and burst out, 'Amen!' and ' praise god!' 'jesus, he saves lives' molest your daughter and cheat on your wife at the same time. they claim I'm speakin' the devil, and that I'm goin to hell."

dunno, thought i would put some lyrics in here.

I'm kinda annoyed with where I live, but i love it at the same time... The Bible Belt. The scum of America.

someone actually made fun of ME and called ME stupid for believing in evolution, today. it pissed me off, and made me laugh my ass off at the same time.

He acted like i was absolutely CRAZY for not being a part of any religion, or rather, not being part of HIS religion.

but it's to be expected. he's a jock, and he plays football. he sleeps through class, doesn't care what his grades are, because he expects to get a free ride to college, get an education, and not use it because he thinks he's good enough to get drafted into the NFL or whatever the fuck it is. all of the tax-dollars spent educating him, and he goes on to play a sport professionally, and contribute absolutely nothing to society.

Fuck him. he's too stupid to do anything good for society. he's not worth your tax-dollars.

Today..... I'm kinda.... sitting here in Web Design.
I've realized that Ms. Monn has NO control over this class.
everyone is yelling, and such.

I'm excited, because I'm going to go hang out with Lizzy today, then going to a movie with some other people. it should be tons of fun.

I'll probably add more photos tomorrow, when I'm home.